New Year's 1st Post ^_^

Okay, what should I write? I ain't gonna make my New Year's resolutions public... Lest. I. Fail. D:

Okay, I'll write something. I MUST write something! This is the first post of the year, on the first DAY of the year, the DECADE, in fact!

Oh... but I just did write something. 'kay then~

Happy New Year to all Earthlings, be you animal, plant, bacteria, virus, fungi, human, whatever, I wish you all a very Happy New Year!

May all your hopes and dreams

Which in last year failed you

This year help you

May you remember this year

Memories that will make you smile

May you this year

Correct mistakes done in the past.

May you open your eyes each new day

With a joy and hunger for life

May you live through this year

In better condition then the last

May this year give you more happiness then sadness

In every way, at every turn.

May this year be filled with opportunities and blessings

That will help you sail

Like a ship so smoothly in a strong, gentle wind. 

Hope is what every New Year brings,

Dreams, yet to be fulfilled,

Infinite love yet to be shown,

Tears yet to be cried,

Laughter yet to be sounded,

Music, yet to be heard,

Stories yet to be written,

Books yet to be read,

Places yet to be visited,

Beauty yet to be seen,

Joys yet to be discovered,

Lessons yet to be learned,

LIFE, yet to be lived. 

Wishing you a Happy New Year this 2011~^^

The other half

There isn't much else to talk of. We went to Kuantan after we left Singapore. We checked in at the Swiss Garden Resort. The place is pretty nice, quite clean, it has a nice swimming pool... I think the highlight of the hols was actually the dinner(s) we had at the Blossom. It was a nice Chinese restaurant with an amazing hostess. It was just her (the hosts) who was collecting the orders, and about three waiters manning the restaurant. I suppose there were the cooks too. We went there the first night because it was raining like mad cats and a billion crazy dogs and my parent's friends had no choice about it. Initially, they wanted to bring us to a seafood restaurant where there were some awesome stuffed crab. But anyway, we sat down and had a good meal. After that, we parted ways and decided to return to our rooms. 

My sisters and my youngest brother and I shared a room while my parents and other brother shared the the room. The first night I slept on the single bed while my poor sisters were forced to endure my darling brother's squirmy sleeping habits. (Actually, I knew of his habits, which was why I opted for the single bad~)

Anyway, before we went to sleep, we watched Night at the Museum 2. Believe it or not, we never watched it. The movie was pretty funny, as expected after watching Night at the Museum... So after the movie, we went to sleep. 

The second day, we had breakfast~ I made the mistake of eating cereal with milk and drinking tea with milk... forgetting I was lactose-intolerant... D: Ugh, did I have a stomachache or what? Anyway, I recovered around noon to get into the pool and have a swim. It wasn't sunny there at any given time because of the monsoon season. The weather, in my opinion, was terrific. We had a drive to my dad's friend's clinic and back, and had dinner at the Blossom again~ this was the most interesting part of the holiday, I guess. You see, there were a lot of foreigners on holiday... AGED ones, rest assured. They were probably mostly 50 and above. How should I describe the scene? Let me think.

We were seated in a very strategic location. We had the view of the whole restaurant (not that it was very big)... it was while seated here that I saw a very rare thing. It was not one, but two old couples... now a days, it is so normal to see young couples going places together, and at this age I do not look twice at them. But it is very rare to see couples who have been together for so long, that one would trouble oneself to call the scene sweet. A marriage that has lasted for so long. I could suddenly see first hand what marriage could do to you. I don't know if it was by accident or design, but both couples were dressed in the same colored clothes. Blue. Physically, they were kind off similar too. The first couple I noticed were both plump, and you could imagine them on their own farm. The second couple I noticed were both thin and glasses clad, and you could imagine them as lecturers at Harvard or something like that. Of course, I never asked them if they might just be cousins or siblings on vacation together, but when I looked carefully, I could see no resemblance in their facial features that might mark them as related in any other way but marriage. Am I becoming one of those romantic-addicted idiots with cotton wool for brains girls? I seriously doubt it... xD

That night, we watched one-half of 'Confessions of a Shopaholic'. It was what one might call an exaggerative but highly entertaining movie. I mean, I turned the TV on only to see a crazy woman trying desperately to extract her credit card from a big block of ice with a high-heeled shoe...

Okay, enough of that. After the Confessions of a Shopaholic, there was this show, 'City of Ember' it was pretty interesting. I do recommend a view if you are tired of romance-filled movies and movies that can't do without a few pretty faces (not to say the actors and actresses were bad-looking) they were simply more fresh faced then the normal sort of person you see on movies. The story and concept weren't too bad, though you need to let-be the more complicated sides of it. 

Right, so that's about it, I guess. I just gotta put in a thank you note to my dad who paid for the holiday, making it all possible ^^~

One half of the Vacation

Okay, this year, the year 2010, for the first time in years, we have gone on holiday :D the whole family~ and it wasn't cut short and it was mostly peaceful... not many photos... we are a weird family. When we go on holiday, we hardly take photos, and when we are not on holiday, we don't take any at all... Even though it didn't really go the way it was initially supposed to go...

In the beginning we were going to Taman Negara in Pahang. Then we changed our mind... actually, I think I might have had a big hand in this change. I didn't want to go Taman Negara, 'cause there had be lots of mud and you had get sweaty and dirty, and wet D: D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G. So we were going to Ipoh to have a look at the limestone caves there. Right. We were goin', and then we were goin', and then the night of the PPS farewell dinner, my mum got a phone call that rearranged half our schedule.

My grandfather on my mum's side died. He was kinda old, yeah. 78 years old. He had suffered a major stroke about 10 years ago. And two more minor ones, and I think a heart attack as well. Mum said the main cause of his death was old age. Anyway, we had to pack off to Singapore then to attend the funeral. It was a Buddhist funeral. There was lots of chanting and bells and a weird instrument that made a sound like the clicking of the tongue, as well as a tiny little drum. There were some rituals... on the 25th of December, yes, Christmas day, granddad was cremated. We kinda forgot it was Christmas day. I didn't feel like it at all. It started raining right after most of the funeral stuff was done, and only when we switched on the TV did we happen to remember it was Christmas, because it was showing a Christmas show. I think it was Alvin and the Chipmunks. Then we had a small scale Christmas dinner with chicken as the make-shift turkey and a bit of chocolate. We couldn't do much because we had to respect our granddad's memory. I guess we were okay with it since we hardly celebrated Christmas, anyway.

So now that granddad's passed away too, I don't have anymore grandparents on wither side of the family. I never knew any of my grandparents very well. I wasn't born when my dad's parents died. On my mother's side, there was a language as well as a distance gap. My grandma died last year. I guess I'm pretty fine with that, meaning no disrespect to my grandparents. What's past is past. What's gone is gone. They were good people who raised my mum and dad and without whom I would never be here. So that's the one half of my 'vacation'...

PMR

I'M ON CLOUD 999999999999999999999999999999999..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~!!!!

(Do I need to say more? :D) 

Chasing Dreams

That was the title of the video~ ^^ (Don't ask me how it came about) The video I was co-directing with Ngai for the PPS farewell dinner :D

Here's how it all started (I just realized I never blogged about this yet)

One day, Ngai asked me if I could write the script for the drama... I very innocently said I had try... then for real, another day I was called to a meeting room for the Bahagian 3... then Aun Chian was asking me all sorts of weird things... Are you done? Have you got the actors? Blablablabla... And I was like what???!! And Ngai was like: "Didn't I tell you?" And Aun Chian was like: " Didn't you tell her?" And I was like: " What what?" And Ngai was like: "But I told you what, you are the director!"

And I was like: 

Oh. My. Gosh... Was it me who got the details wrong? Or was it them? I really dunno, and probably will never know. So... I was going: "Okaaaay... Okaaaay..." And Ngai was going: You can do it... no worries..." 

I know that actually, she felt I couldn't... 

Right... so that was how I got into directing the video... ^_^hehehe... 
Okay, so now you might want to know: "What happened?"

"I directed the video~" 

So you would like to know:"How was it?"

"It was okay... I hope I wasn't dictatorial... Ngai was >D I was a useless director who hung around the backdrop... however, I am apparently very stubborn... Gee, I never heard myself described so... I am STUBBORN D:"

"Didn't you do ANYTHING???!!"

"Not much... Ngai did most everything, Teik Yin changed the script(but the draft was my original idea~ errr... it wasn't exactly copied from anywhere~) and did the music AND acted~ Wei Xian was the cameraman and technician (I think he did the most work ><) I feel bad... ,  Bryan did editing, and acted... what the *, I shall list everyone out right here!

Ngai Pik Gin

Co-director, Secretary (She contacted almost everyone), Supporter, Idea Giver

Low Wei Xian

Cameraman, Editor, sub-titler, Awesome technician ^_^

Wong Teik Yin

Main Actor, Music Seeker x), Script writer

Bryan Lim

Editor, Actor

Ong Jia Hui

Actress, 

I AM SORRY FOR MAKING YOU FALL SO MANY TIMES!!! :'(

Loi Bi Lian

Actress

Ang Chiew Xian

Actress

Yeoh Aun Chian

Actor 

Bu Kai Jun

Clown  Actor 

Eric Pang ( I only met him once... dunno how to spell his name ><)

Actor

Pan Meng Hong

Actor

Philia Chua

Actress scary one

Yau Jih Chern, Chiew Jing Hang, Wong Sze Xin

Although they didn't act or anything, they came on that disastrous first day. Thank you for that^_^

EVERYONE, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP! 

(IF EVER YOU SEE THIS^^) 

Headache Inducing Thoughts...

Now, imagine taking something apart... say a toy car... or a flower. You are pulling it apart little by little until you can't pull it apart anymore... you take the tiniest piece and put it under a powerful microscope and can see that indeed there is more to be torn apart, and you do that again and again... and you think you have it. You think that it can't be taken apart any further... then along comes this brilliant scientist, "I have created a newer and better, more powerful microscope!" He passes it to you and once more you put the tiny piece which you thought was the smallest bit of matter under the microscope and realize that there is much more to tear apart. You keep tearing and you keep tearing but each time you think:" Ah, this must be what the object is made of, the thing all matter is made of, the building block of the world... but... what is it made of?" But each time, endlessly there is something tinier and something more to discover... what is this thing that we, the universe is made of? What is it called? What is it?



Now, begin from yourself. You are standing in a room. The room is in a house. The house is in a neighborhood. The neighborhood is in a town. The town is in a state. The state is in a country. The country is in a continent. The continent is in the Earth. The Earth is in the Solar System. The Solar System is in the Milky Way. The Milky Way is in the universe... What is the universe in???!!

The mystery of the smallest and biggest, is something that might never be solved. In fact it might be better it is not solved, for who knows what horrors such knowledge holds? As the saying goes, 'ignorance is bliss'. But mankind are very odd. Many times they do not run away from horrors, rather they embrace it, even seek for it. Have you ever tried watching a horror movie, and been so scared, yet you were unable to stop watching because you were just so curious? Humans are such creatures that when you try to hide something, even when something is better hidden and secret forever, they insist on discovering. What is it that fuels our odd and terrible desires?

Ha Adam

Figurative use is obvious in the way Adam was described. The formulation used to denote Adam throughout the first three chapters of Genesis is Ha Adam. But that, in Hebrew, is not a personal name at all. It simply means 'the human'. 'Adam' is not used as a given name, to denote a particular individual, until chapter 4. Throughout the stories of the creation and the 'fall', Adam was expressly and deliberately a human. 

- The Selfless Gene: Living with God and Darwin, pg 122

Does this mean that we require a newer and better, more literally translated Bible, as it was so oddly inaccurately translated to the point that generations of Christians have been reading a flawed version???!! O.O This is one interesting book~

The Rundown of My Day~

Okay, so today's been soooo hectic *sighs* hmmm... where to start...

1. Today was the first day of VBS~ And guess whaaaattt----- I got the date wrong. I thought it was starting TOMORROW INSTEAD of TODAY ==||| Let me get this straight. IT WAS THE IDIOT OF A BROTHER'S FAULT! I have been VERY busy with ALL sorts of stuff, and just didn't have time to make sure of anything, so I asked my brother, and assumed that what he said was right. Guess what. Yeah, you guessed right. The idiot got it WRONG. Sooooo.... We had to rush of to church, and apologize for being such idiots. I STAND BY THE FACT THAT IT WAS MY IDIOT BROTHER'S FAULT, NOT MINE.

2. Ahhhh~ they are cuteys, to be sure~ but those kids can be such a BOTHER ==

3. Okay, after VBS ended, we got ourselves to Mines~ we had donuts at Dunkin' Donuts~ Okay, this was the scene.
We were sitting next to the balcony overlooking the river running through Mines, and you see, I have a Fear of Heights. When I sat there, I kept thinking of horrible things that might happen if I fell down----- the fact that the river was four storeys down was not very comforting. I imagined that the piece of floor I was located on suddenly broke off, and I started sliding down( and you know, the terrible thing was that I imagined it until it seemed so real, I could FEEL myself sliding downward D:) And there were these boards hanging from a line over the river, which I imagined having to catch hold of to break my fall, but that was worse, 'cause I imagined it breaking under my weight and me plunging down into that TERRIBLE depths... *gasp* Am I paranoid? Yes, I am. I freely admit.

4. After that, we went to Econsave to buy groceries... among them were some VERY unfortunate live fish (keli, to be specific~) So, while I waited for my mum to get her shopping done while guarding the trolley, I watched this guy (by the way, I think he was an Indonesian/Bangladeshi, and he was young and had muscles, not too much, and he was doing all that work, hauling stuff in and out, and he didn't even break sweat----- and for some reason, I found the fact he was butchering meat very *cough* interesting~. Yes, I am a sadist) cut up the fish. The first thing he did was put a whole pile of ice into the pail full of the life fish, and I was thinking: "Oh, cool. Cold blooded fish + ice = immobile fish." Then he started slicing it up... and I don't know anything else, because I seriously couldn't stomach THAT... I can't be a very good sadist, huh...

Anyway, that's about it~

My Top 10 Manga~

I've been meaning to make a post like this for sometime, but really my list kept changing~ so I am really going to do this NOW! Okay, from no.10 to no. 1~ (I will leave out those big names like Naruto and One Piece to allow space for some smaller but just as good manga~

10. Shitsurakuen

9. Annarasumanara

8. Usotsuki Lily

7. Dreamland

6. Crepuscule

5. Ouran Highschool Host Club

4. Gakuen Alice (It would have been higher had it not taken a tragic turn)

3. Tower of God

2. 1/2 Prince

1. NOBLESSE

There's more---- and I wanted to write what I liked about them... but if I did... the blog post would be so long, no one had want to look twice at it x)... ARGH... *posts before starts to write more*

Doing Stupid Things------ :'(

I tell you one thing, listen up all who are younger than 15 ( I am almost 16, so I have a right to lord over those younger and nag them little things)... I am going to teach you something that will likely save your lives and keep you sane.

Keep you Emotions in check. 

ALWAYS

 Don't let them go to your head, don't give in to them. 

They are something that makes us act like fools and destroy lives in the split seconds it is out of control. 

Be like a robot as much as possible. 

The only type of emotion you should have is the appropriate for the appropriate situation, in the appropriate amounts. 

BUT

find ways to express them differently, to push them out... bottled up emotions cause far more trouble and inconvenience than spontaneously thrown out emotions. 

You have been warned.

TRUE EMOTIONS

are to be shown within four walls, alone, or with someone close.  Keep your emotions in check. If they go out of control, you are likely to live to regret it. Apologizing is difficult, humbling one's heart can hurt. But it is the right thing to do. If you don't want to face these difficulties,

 keep them emotions on a tight rein. Do not let them move themselves. 

Control them like a character in a game. Make sure you control them, use them in the correct way to overcome other things.

Awesome Video

Click on the link above, whether you're Christian or not. This is one interesting video~

Another School Year...

has come and gone... there will be no more classes, no more exams, no more waking up early or waking up five minutes too late for the van, no more seeing friends every single week day, no more... maybe I'm just being sentimental. But that's how I usually feel on the last day of school, like, "I have survived and lived another year..."  

Perhaps that might sound like an exaggeration. Every time the last day of school comes, I look back into the past year and the years before, calculate what I have done, what I have achieved, what mistakes I have made, what new friends I have made and lost, what I have learnt, how I have improved, what places I went to... in short, the end of school... is like the end of a the year for me. It is something significant, because then my life actually feels a change, it is a time for reflection and preparation for the new year. So, what have I done in this past year that I can safely write on the internet? 

1. I actually overcame my fear of public speaking... somewhat... debate did it. Of course, it was in front of only a few people, and my friends were sitting with me. Still, it is an improvement. :D

2. I sat for PMR... DUH, lol... but I believe I was totally unprepared for it, and I could have done better. I regret not having spent more time on it.

3. I have started updating my blog... too regularly x)

4. I overcame my manga addiction.

5. I read only two English books this year... D: The Lost Symbol and some romance that I can't remember anymore... this is some record, because my reading record has not been this low... since I was five (because I was bad at reading then)

6. I read many more Chinese books then English DDX *SHOCK* Blame it on PMR

7. I learnt about AI and Adobe what not because I helped Zhi Xin with the poster xDDD

8. I went for tuition... for BOTH Malay and Chinese... wow, I haven't had tuition since I was in standard 5 (I quit after a two months because instead of improving, my grades took a steep dip)

9. I have made some progress in trying to figure out this boy-girl thingy... HAHAHAAHAAA~ no, I am not les... ==" only I have certain... *cough* perverts for friends.

10. I joined and quit drama... maybe it's because I had no time for it... or maybe it's because I had no talent for it... or maybe I simply didn't like it... or maybe it's some other reason, or ALL... anyway, no regrets.

Anyway, I just wanted to make this because I feel that the Last Day of School should be marked by something... why not a blog post? 

Saying Goodbye

I have said 'Goodbye' so many times, each time we part, we say a simple 'Goodbye, Farewell, Bye, See you..." That time during graduation from Primary School, I told my friends: "Good bye..." There were no tears... but I felt so sad in my heart. I felt that I had wasted what precious time I had to spend just a little time with them, enjoying our friendship--- I have relatives in all parts of the world--- the few that live in Malaysia are constantly traveling--- every time they visit, we say 'Hi' and then we say 'Bye'. I hardly feel sadness or longing when the time to part comes... I have not enjoyed their friendship for long, just a period of courteous conversation over a course of a few days, over a few meals. Rarely is it that one has to say 'good bye', to a friend you have known for so long- that you can't remember when you actually met- She was a childhood friend, and a good one. We have grown up together, influenced each other, shared laughter, shared tears (I think this is an exaggeration xD)... Never once did it cross my mind, that we would one day have to separate... But one day she said: "... I am shifting..." At first, it didn't register... let me admit, I took our friendship for granted. I thought she had always be there--- with her annoying hyperactivity and all x) It's true, haha~ We didn't meet much after Sunday School stopped, mostly kept in touch through FB, MSN and Pastor Lily's trips xD But now, we are saying 'Bye bye" We'll see each other sometimes, perhaps, during the holidays, and rare trips, but it just won't be the same... Oh, well... there will come a time when we will be able to see each other again, life goes on. That's that. So, this isn't 'goodbye', CAMILIA! It's 'SEE YOU LATER!!!!"  Hoho, you ain't getting away from me so easily... *evil smile* 

I found the pic with Google :) Do you see the cross? It's called Galaxy M51 by us, but what God calls it... that's a mystery~

This post is dedicated to Camilia, my best friend, childhood buddy, and the only one I've ever listened seriously to about God X)

I never gave a thought to the days

When I walked my own way. 

But when they were all taken away,

I realized that I no longer had a say.

Human maturity is a prison,

A period without reason

The Call - The Backstreet Boys with lyrics

Am I a creep?

Yesterday, I went to The Gardens. While I was there, this is what I was thinking.

"Whoa, look at those legs..."

"Hmmm, those breasts look good, but the bra she's using really makes them look fake."

"Argh, she's exposing her belly... a layer of fat, and her bikini line hair... shave won't you?"

"OMGosh, I like that body. The dress she's wearing only makes her look better."

But mostly, I was going, "Whoa, look at those legs...", and, "OMGosh, that bod is SO hot."

Then I went to the electronics shop. And they were showing the Transformers movie. And I was going like: "Whoa, Megan Fox is HOT!" O.O

Now, before you all start screaming: "LESBIAN!", we went to T.G.I Friday to eat. It just so happened that we were seated beside a group of (more specifically three) Westerners. And I was going like, "Wow, they look GREAT!" And then, half way through the meal, my dad asked for a balloon for my little brother. The Westerners stared at the exchange, chattered excitedly and asked for one too. I was like looking at the guy who had asked for the balloon with a smile, and then he looked at me! 0o0... and then he smiled! >///////< I didn't know what to do so I looked away, and then when I looked back, another one of the group smiled at me! I was so HAPPY >_<.... but than again, maybe they weren't smiling at me.... :( but still, *throws thought away* don't you think it's weird that I like both guys and girls? O_o...???

...

I stood before the great lake, and looked into it's clear depths. The waters was so deep that I couldn't see the bottom. I looked up, and saw the stretch of infinite blue sky. I couldn't help but wander what was hidden behind and above those billowing snow white clouds. The universe is such great expanse, when I try to imagine the size of the infinite universe, my mind tries to shut down, to stop trying to analyze the impossible. The horrors of the universe actually being finite is also incomprehensible. I cannot fathom the limits of life. What then is outside the limits if the universe is indeed finite? What lies at the outer layer of this dark expanse that holds us? Another universe? Heaven? What then is outside if there is a limit to this sequence? Will it go on forever?

From the mysteries of the world comes questions. From these questions come answers. And from answers come more questions. And there is the ultimate question: Are these questions and answers a circle which will eventually meet in a revelation, or are they endless lines that occasionally meet?

Random

Something happened to Facebook. So I am here updating my blog... and I am listening to a lovely song, Foot of the Mountain by A-Ha It's so nice~ funny I never heard of it. And now there's Fairytale - Alexander Rybak I like it better than Taylor Swift's. I never heard of it either! D:

I wander what's wrong. Is it the site, or just me? So this is going to be a very long post, I think. I'll try to make it as interesting as possible so whoever so kind as to read this is well... interested xD And if no one reads, Well, at least it will entertain myself~ So, let me rant. Hey wait, FB's back... bah... something was wrong with my profile... I wander what...

Tis a random guy, Devil May Cry, is called. He called my eye coz he looked cool with those guns :DD

AND, I have just seen this awesome event that invites everyone to attend year 2013! LMAO xD A real defiance against the Mayan theory! And guess what, so far, 131 792 people AREN'T attending and 50 161 are skeptical, but feel they still have a chance O.O... However, 301 805 people are sure the theory is dead wrong... hmmm... for me, I think the theory is DEAD wrong! 

Okay, what else is there? I remember there was lots, but I can't remember anymore xD So ciao~ till later.

Isn't this girl cute? KAWAII <3~

The Day that was So-so

This day started with removing the fat from a dozen chickens. =.=" Absolutely disgusting.
It was awful, feeling all that fat on your fingers and having to wash it off was just as bad. Maybe I shall rethink that decision of mine to learn how to cook.

And then, I had torture section with my idiot bro. Teaching him is like trying to grind a rock into dust with a puny stick. His hard head is stuck at ten years old. I still feel like whacking him. *mad gleaming demon eyes* And finally... he went to school with my other idiot brother and there was peace and quiet in the house. Ahhhh.... *relief*

And then we (mum and I) went out scouting for bargains. Haven't done that in a long time. My legs still ache. T_______T... I am so unhealthy after PMR... not that I was very healthy before it either. hahahaha. That's all.

And also, everyone's in Genting... T________T

The Hobbit

Malaysia 27 Denmark 15 France 11 United Arab Emirates 10 Australia 10 Mexico 10 Poland 10 Ukraine 10 Japan 2 United States 2

Colorful, huh? ^ my blog stats for this week xD

Anyway, before I get off topic, about the 'The Hobbit' film. I am soooo looking forward to it! 

I loved the book, read it when I was uhm... 11, I think. Only, now I think of it, there is not a single sentence that mentions a woman/female talking in the whole book... Accept perhaps the elf lady, I can't remember what's her name, the one played by Cate Blanchett. 

Yup, this movie is solely a male's acting haven. Now, I hope Peter Jackson makes up for the lack of women in the film by hooking some hot men as the actors. Unless he changes the storyline a bit and makes one of the dwarfs a woman. But nooooo, it would totally spoil the film. I beg of him to stay as true to the story as possible, as was the case of the Lord of the Rings film. 

I say, I hope there's no more ham and haw regarding the film. 

Hmm... I dunno what happened to the United Arab Emirates in my blog stats. It looks odd on my blog.

The after PMR list 2

continuing from where I left off previously...

I have watched Inception. The movie was great. But... the ending made me want to throw something at the director/ script writer for giving me such a sh*t happy ending.

okay, so...

6. Grab Camilia and watch a movie and hangout before she moves to Shah Alam.

7. Uh... I remember something, but I can't remember what I was going to write here, LOL.

The After PMR list

 PMR is over~ 

Okay, so what is there to do now that it's over and out??? Hmmm... Well, LOTS... Let me try and list them out...

1. I missed a lot of movies this year, most of them I have forgotten...

a)Iron Man 2

b) Alice in Wonderland

c) Inception

d) Shutter Island

e) Cats and Dogs: The Revenge of Kitty Galore

f) Toy Story 1 2 3 4 

g) ... I can't remember anymore...

2. Clear up all that clutter in the room.

Man, after living in that sty for months I seem to have gotten used to it D=... I am going to throw out everything and anything that has to do with PMR. Ahem, recycle, of course, and hand the down to my brother. *evil laugh*

3. Read something, ANYTHING...

So long as it's not a saucy romance @_@... gee, count out the books I've read this year... I can only remember the Chinese ones I've read. 

4. Hang out and laugh with the friends I have been neglecting so I can study Dx... 

5. ... I'll find out when I get there... xD for now, Cleaning the room comes first... debate, maybe? xD

PMR, ABOLISHED??? WHAT???

This morning, I had the leisure to open the newspaper and reading something other than my reference books and workbooks, something that hasn't happened for a week. And, what do you know? These words meet my eyes...

No More PMR

I was like: WHAT???????? 

Seriously, the government has being sitting on the notion since the beginning of time, and they decide to abolish it the year I SIT FOR IT??? Sure PMR will only go in 6 years, but the horrible fact that it has been the abolished the year I sit for it still bugs me! ARGH!!!! 

And I don't really understand why it's going to take so long to abolish it... like, how long do you wanna wait while six years of students have to sit through an exam that has already been deemed unimportant by the government themselves? Geez.... 

To be sure praise should be given to the PM for his decision (albeit late :mad:) to take action after years of hamming and hawing. Hmmm... At least the country is improving little by little...

Anywayzzz, I gotta run. Till the end of PMR! *random flying kiss to random person who dodges*

Perasaan yang terlalu tegang...

The title was a mistake... I couldn't put the words into English! It's a side effect of studying Malay non-stop for two weeks straight... T.T... another side effect is I forgot a lot of my other subjects... but WHO CARES??? They are all over now. Next week KH and Math will be a breeze~ now... three straight days of NOTHING but Chinese, and I can once more embrace the world of English... ARGH!!! HAO QI DAI LIE !!!!!

The Jigsaw

I used to like jigsaw puzzles when I was younger. I could seat and play with tiny pieces of a picture for hours. I used also to like chain stories and played it with myself for hours. It seems my love for these two things gradually got lost in time... ... I wish they would come back, because I am sure they would do me big help when I study. Patience and determination and creativity were required for these two games, and I seem to have lost these attributes over the course of my 15 years of life....

What I've Done... this holidays.

What have I done? I might say nothing... nothing at all... Am I guilty? Yes Why? Because... Because I was supposed to study. Not saying that I totally didn't study. I finished two Chinese work books and one and a half mathematic workbooks... and... ah... I might have forgotten some stuff. I have totally no enthusiasm for studying O^O... that will be all. I miss FREEDOM.

Being a Robot.

Me: Hello, Hotel ***, I would like to inquire regarding your banquet halls and ballrooms~

Receptionist: Please wait a moment, I will put you through to sales management.

*idiotic song* *dutdutdutdutdut*

Sales management: Hello, this is  **** of Hotel ****, how may I help you?

Me: Hello, I would like to inquire regarding your banquet halls and ballrooms which are available on the * of *, big enough for * people...

Sales Management: Please wait a moment while I look through the records~~~

*shuffle sshuffle shuffle*

Sales management: Hello? There is a room available on that day.

Me: Does it have a stage?

Sales management: Yes.

Me: Um, what are the room rates per person if it's a buffet dinner?

Sales management: RM 200 a person.

BLABLABLABLA.

Do that a few dozen times and you will understand what being a robot is like =.="