YOU ARE WRONG!!!

YOU ARE WRONG!!!  Actually, i wanted to add i am right. But i figured that my back wasn't long or wide enough to fit so many words in if they were to be read. Anyways, i sort of forgot that there was anything written on my back, and i was sitting in the canteen and i was like:"WTH, why is everyone staring at me????" And then i remembered that there was a huge pink sign reading 'YOU ARE WRONG!!' with a smiley on the top written in chalk on my back. I couldn't be bothered to cover it because it was so hot. Stare if u wish, people!! I must say that it's a good thing that cik goh or miss mah did not pass by or they might have said that i was bringing bad reputation to the PPS or something. ANyways, outside the school, i forgot again that there was something written on my back and i happily walked without my bag to Anita's van and this primary school kid was like:"Jie!your shirt!" And i was like, is she for real? Talking about the fact that i hadn't tucked in my shirt? And then i realised that 'YOU ARE WRONG' was written prominently on my back for everyone in range to see. Oh, well. I guess it was a unique and interesting experience... (think positively)

It is so strange in this world. There are so many people, and yet one can feel lonely. What is this feeling? Is it a fear of being alone? Is it a longing for companionship? Is it actually a feeling or a description of isolation?Why do some people take joy in this thing called loneliness? In everyone's life there is a moment when one wants to be alone, in other words, be lonely. Why is it that one requires it yet hates it? The need not to be among people is sometimes so strong, it is like the air one breathes. One feels like dying, suffocating from lack of isolation. That is a fair description. Some people may not understand, but I do. I need to be alone sometimes, and sometimes people just don't understand this need. I didn't come into this world to be constantly in contact with the world. There must be another purpose to this life.

WOOHOOOOO... Here WHIRLWIND comes crashing down on the lot of us, what excitement, what thrill, the most incredible thing in the world has just happened to us!!! Now i shall return to the horrible reality that we only have three days left to save ourselves.

I Feel Like This

A Feeling of Relief

I am so reliefed that debate is over. The stress is too much for me to take on. I was feeling numb. During this debate i discovered a new favorite song: Linkin Park, Numb. A darn old song, but it sure blocked out my nervousness for a while. It was like the moment my ears got unplugged, and i couldn't hear the song anymore, the tension returned. Anyway, our team, ngai, tiff and myself did try our best, even if it did suck, while anita, ming li and jensine probably din, ming li and anita mah... no offense, jensine. Anyway, we lost three roundds and won one. Will there be a next time? Ahum.... maybe... i am not ruling out the possibility. to b truthful, it was rather fun, especially when we won that first time. by the way, cool hand, huh?

They R GOING~~~~

I'm not sure if i should be happy, sad or worried, but my mum and dad r of to kk(kota kinabalu) today. My aunt has come to take care of us. Aunty Gina is middle aged and as in as a middle aged woman can possibly be. She travels all over the world with her girlfriends and knows all sorts of traditional remedies. I think that she's pretty cool for an aunt! i'm not sure what i'm saying now. I think i should stop writing. i'm of topic. I have not had enough sleep for days and i forgot to bring my pendrive for debate!!!! Aren't i stupid?!?!!!!

It is?

When is a fetus considered a human? At conception? When it is 21 days old? When it is born? I have no idea, but these questions are constantly surfacing because of this useless debate topic!!!! AARRRRRGH!!!!

My feelings today...

Haiz.... haiz... haiz... HAIZ......... !!!!!!!!!!!!

Is The Special One to Replace Alex Ferguson?

I have just heard a report that Jose Mourinho is going to replace Alex Ferguson as the manager of Manchester United!!!! Oh, I do anticipate the possibility! It's so COOL!!! Jose Mourinho, manager of Manchester United leads team to unbelievable unbeaten run. No club has ever achieved a straight win throughout the season ever!! The best team in the WORLD!! Of course, Alex Ferguson is a GREAT manager, and MU have him to thank for where they are now. But Jose Mourinho, now his SPECIAL... he could train Chelsea to be the team they are now... think what a TERRIFIC team he would make of MU!!! AWESOME!!!

AWESOME!!!!

Awww... man....

Haiz...I wish i were like this cat, just sit there like so emo and probably have nothing to be emo about. Anyways, here's the run down of my day. I come to school and discover the canteen looking like mcdonalds... Well, i love mcdonalds, but it just doesnt suit the school... then i sit true a particularly long perhimpunan, which was particularly boring, which finally ended with us going up to the pusat sumber for debate. Now, debate brought all sorts of things to be emo about, namely that we are oh, so unprepared for millions of things and all sorts of other crap. I love to eat sweet stuff, yes, that is true... but i do need a shield too. Don't you brainwash me my stripping me of my rights!!!

Debate!! ARRGH!!!