My Top 10 Manga~

I've been meaning to make a post like this for sometime, but really my list kept changing~ so I am really going to do this NOW! Okay, from no.10 to no. 1~ (I will leave out those big names like Naruto and One Piece to allow space for some smaller but just as good manga~

10. Shitsurakuen

9. Annarasumanara

8. Usotsuki Lily

7. Dreamland

6. Crepuscule

5. Ouran Highschool Host Club

4. Gakuen Alice (It would have been higher had it not taken a tragic turn)

3. Tower of God

2. 1/2 Prince

1. NOBLESSE

There's more---- and I wanted to write what I liked about them... but if I did... the blog post would be so long, no one had want to look twice at it x)... ARGH... *posts before starts to write more*

Doing Stupid Things------ :'(

I tell you one thing, listen up all who are younger than 15 ( I am almost 16, so I have a right to lord over those younger and nag them little things)... I am going to teach you something that will likely save your lives and keep you sane.

Keep you Emotions in check. 

ALWAYS

 Don't let them go to your head, don't give in to them. 

They are something that makes us act like fools and destroy lives in the split seconds it is out of control. 

Be like a robot as much as possible. 

The only type of emotion you should have is the appropriate for the appropriate situation, in the appropriate amounts. 

BUT

find ways to express them differently, to push them out... bottled up emotions cause far more trouble and inconvenience than spontaneously thrown out emotions. 

You have been warned.

TRUE EMOTIONS

are to be shown within four walls, alone, or with someone close.  Keep your emotions in check. If they go out of control, you are likely to live to regret it. Apologizing is difficult, humbling one's heart can hurt. But it is the right thing to do. If you don't want to face these difficulties,

 keep them emotions on a tight rein. Do not let them move themselves. 

Control them like a character in a game. Make sure you control them, use them in the correct way to overcome other things.

Awesome Video

Click on the link above, whether you're Christian or not. This is one interesting video~

Another School Year...

has come and gone... there will be no more classes, no more exams, no more waking up early or waking up five minutes too late for the van, no more seeing friends every single week day, no more... maybe I'm just being sentimental. But that's how I usually feel on the last day of school, like, "I have survived and lived another year..."  

Perhaps that might sound like an exaggeration. Every time the last day of school comes, I look back into the past year and the years before, calculate what I have done, what I have achieved, what mistakes I have made, what new friends I have made and lost, what I have learnt, how I have improved, what places I went to... in short, the end of school... is like the end of a the year for me. It is something significant, because then my life actually feels a change, it is a time for reflection and preparation for the new year. So, what have I done in this past year that I can safely write on the internet? 

1. I actually overcame my fear of public speaking... somewhat... debate did it. Of course, it was in front of only a few people, and my friends were sitting with me. Still, it is an improvement. :D

2. I sat for PMR... DUH, lol... but I believe I was totally unprepared for it, and I could have done better. I regret not having spent more time on it.

3. I have started updating my blog... too regularly x)

4. I overcame my manga addiction.

5. I read only two English books this year... D: The Lost Symbol and some romance that I can't remember anymore... this is some record, because my reading record has not been this low... since I was five (because I was bad at reading then)

6. I read many more Chinese books then English DDX *SHOCK* Blame it on PMR

7. I learnt about AI and Adobe what not because I helped Zhi Xin with the poster xDDD

8. I went for tuition... for BOTH Malay and Chinese... wow, I haven't had tuition since I was in standard 5 (I quit after a two months because instead of improving, my grades took a steep dip)

9. I have made some progress in trying to figure out this boy-girl thingy... HAHAHAAHAAA~ no, I am not les... ==" only I have certain... *cough* perverts for friends.

10. I joined and quit drama... maybe it's because I had no time for it... or maybe it's because I had no talent for it... or maybe I simply didn't like it... or maybe it's some other reason, or ALL... anyway, no regrets.

Anyway, I just wanted to make this because I feel that the Last Day of School should be marked by something... why not a blog post? 

Saying Goodbye

I have said 'Goodbye' so many times, each time we part, we say a simple 'Goodbye, Farewell, Bye, See you..." That time during graduation from Primary School, I told my friends: "Good bye..." There were no tears... but I felt so sad in my heart. I felt that I had wasted what precious time I had to spend just a little time with them, enjoying our friendship--- I have relatives in all parts of the world--- the few that live in Malaysia are constantly traveling--- every time they visit, we say 'Hi' and then we say 'Bye'. I hardly feel sadness or longing when the time to part comes... I have not enjoyed their friendship for long, just a period of courteous conversation over a course of a few days, over a few meals. Rarely is it that one has to say 'good bye', to a friend you have known for so long- that you can't remember when you actually met- She was a childhood friend, and a good one. We have grown up together, influenced each other, shared laughter, shared tears (I think this is an exaggeration xD)... Never once did it cross my mind, that we would one day have to separate... But one day she said: "... I am shifting..." At first, it didn't register... let me admit, I took our friendship for granted. I thought she had always be there--- with her annoying hyperactivity and all x) It's true, haha~ We didn't meet much after Sunday School stopped, mostly kept in touch through FB, MSN and Pastor Lily's trips xD But now, we are saying 'Bye bye" We'll see each other sometimes, perhaps, during the holidays, and rare trips, but it just won't be the same... Oh, well... there will come a time when we will be able to see each other again, life goes on. That's that. So, this isn't 'goodbye', CAMILIA! It's 'SEE YOU LATER!!!!"  Hoho, you ain't getting away from me so easily... *evil smile* 

I found the pic with Google :) Do you see the cross? It's called Galaxy M51 by us, but what God calls it... that's a mystery~

This post is dedicated to Camilia, my best friend, childhood buddy, and the only one I've ever listened seriously to about God X)

I never gave a thought to the days

When I walked my own way. 

But when they were all taken away,

I realized that I no longer had a say.

Human maturity is a prison,

A period without reason